[00:46.03] What do I do to ignore them behind me? [00:48.52] Do I follow my instincts blindly? [00:50.93] Do I hide my pride from these bad dreams? [00:53.41] And give in to sad thoughts that are maddening? [00:55.88] Do I sit here and try to stand it? [00:57.63] Or do I try to catch them red-handed? [01:00.03] Do I trust some and get fooled by phoniness? [01:02.24] Or do I trust nobody and live in loneliness? [01:04.68] Because I can't hold on when I'm stretched so thin [01:07.15] I make the right moves, but I'm lost within [01:09.59] I put on my daily façade, but then [01:11.85] I just end up getting hurt again [01:14.39] By myself (Myself) [01:15.97] I ask why (Myself) [01:18.18] I can't rely on myself (Myself) [01:20.49] I ask why (But in my mind, I find) [01:23.00] I can't rely on myself [01:24.23] I can't hold on [01:26.58] (To what I want when I'm stretched so thin) [01:29.37] It's all too much to take in [01:33.66] I can't hold on [01:35.71] (To anything, watching everything spin) [01:38.25] With thoughts of failure sinking in [01:43.72] If I turn my back, I'm senseless [01:45.48] And to go blindly seems defenseless [01:47.72] If I hide my pride and let it all go on [01:50.16] Then they'll take from me 'til everything is gone [01:52.69] If I let them go, I'll be outrun [01:54.73] But if I try to catch them, I'll be outdone [01:57.19] If I'm killed by the questions like a cancer [01:59.45] Then I'll be buried in the silence of the answer [02:01.77] By myself (Myself) [02:03.92] I ask why (Myself) [02:05.98] I can't rely on myself (Myself) [02:08.27] I ask why (But in my mind, I find) [02:10.60] I can't rely on myself (But in my mind, I find) [02:12.96] [02:15.71] I can't hold on [02:17.60] (To what I want when I'm stretched so thin) [02:20.53] It's all too much to take in [02:24.69] I can't hold on [02:26.87] (To anything watching everything spin) [02:29.12] With thoughts of failure sinking in [02:34.34] How do you think [02:38.76] I've lost so much? [02:43.61] I'm so afraid (I'm so afraid) [02:48.12] I'm out of touch [02:52.94] How do you expect [02:57.31] I will know what to do? [03:01.85] When all I know [03:06.43] Is what you tell me to [03:10.77] Don't you (know) [03:12.42] I can't tell you how to make it (go) [03:14.34] No matter what I do, how hard I (try) [03:16.73] I can't seem to convince myself (why) [03:20.24] Don't you (know) [03:21.42] I can't tell you how to make it (go) [03:23.74] No matter what I do, how hard I (try) [03:26.48] I can't seem to convince myself (why) [03:28.60] I'm stuck on the outside [03:32.48] I can't hold on [03:34.59] (To what I want when I'm stretched so thin) [03:37.06] It's all too much to take in [03:41.64] I can't hold on [03:43.80] (To anything watching everything spin) [03:46.34] With thoughts of failure sinking in [03:50.92] I can't hold on [03:53.20] (To what I want when I'm stretched so thin) [03:55.45] It's all too much to take in [04:00.32] I can't hold on [04:02.63] (To anything watching everything spin) [04:05.15] With thoughts of failure sinking in [04:11.69]