[00:09.91] What do I do to ignore them behind me? [00:11.97] Do I follow my instincts blindly? [00:14.30] Do I hide my pride from these bad dreams [00:16.75] And give in to sad thoughts that are maddening? [00:19.24] Do I sit here and try to stand it? [00:21.45] Or do I try to catch them red-handed? [00:23.67] Do I trust some and get fooled by phoniness? [00:26.07] Or do I trust nobody and live in loneliness? [00:28.34] Because I can't hold on when I'm stretched so thin [00:30.87] I make the right moves, but I'm lost within [00:33.17] I put on my daily façade, but then [00:35.48] I just end up getting hurt again [00:37.74] By myself (myself) I ask why [00:40.23] (But in my mind, I find) I can't rely on myself [00:42.98] (Myself) I ask why [00:44.96] (But in my mind, I find) I can't rely on myself [00:47.82] I can't hold on [00:49.77] (To what I want when I'm stretched so thin) [00:52.42] It's all too much to take in [00:56.96] I can't hold on [00:59.30] (To anything, watching everything spin) [01:01.67] With thoughts of failure sinking in [01:06.93] If I turn my back, I'm defenseless [01:09.06] And to go blindly seems senseless [01:11.36] If I hide my pride and let it all go on [01:13.81] Then they'll take from me 'til everything is gone [01:16.39] If I let them go, I'll be outdone [01:18.43] But if I try to catch them, I'll be outrun [01:20.72] If I'm killed by the questions like a cancer [01:22.97] Then I'll be buried in the silence of the answer [01:25.22] By myself (myself) I ask why [01:27.93] (But in my mind, I find) I can't rely on myself [01:30.64] (Myself) I ask why [01:32.73] (But in my mind, I find) I can't rely on myself [01:35.69] I can't hold on [01:37.79] (To what I want when I'm stretched so thin) [01:39.99] It's all too much to take in [01:44.76] I can't hold on [01:47.16] (To anything, watching everything spin) [01:49.43] With thoughts of failure sinking in [01:54.44] How do you think I've lost so much? [01:58.54] I'm so afraid that I'm out of touch [02:03.42] How do you expect I will know what to do? [02:07.87] When all I know is what you tell me to [02:11.98] Don't you (know) [02:13.70] I can't tell you how to make it (go) [02:15.95] No matter what I do, how hard I (try) [02:18.11] I can't seem to convince myself (why) [02:20.57] I'm stuck on the outside [02:21.57] Don't you (know) [02:22.88] I can't tell you how to make it (go) [02:25.07] No matter what I do, how hard I (try) [02:27.33] I can't seem to convince myself (why) [02:29.70] I'm stuck on the outside [02:31.63] I can't hold on [02:33.50] (To what I want when I'm stretched so thin) [02:36.02] It's all too much to take in [02:40.53] I can't hold on [02:42.94] (To anything, watching everything spin) [02:45.34] With thoughts of failure sinking in [02:49.91] I can't hold on [02:52.06] (To what I want when I'm stretched so thin) [02:54.68] It's all too much to take in [02:59.16] I can't hold on [03:01.49] (To anything, watching everything spin) [03:03.97] With thoughts of failure sinking [03:06.53]