I dried my eyes, now I crust them with sleep I'll crust them over She begged me, "don't hate me" She spun me a story Where winning looks like losing And I'm winning every time So, thread spools sweetie, get ready Until my silk is sold Growing up Growing up Growing up Yeah, I'll find myself anew Yeah, I'll find myself anew I've dried my eyes, now it's "Rushmore" I'm deep with futures like Chicago No, Glenview never meant a thing to me She never meant a thing to me 'Cept for putting idealists in a body bag Forget it I'll go out tonight an' piss on her doorstep And listen to The Misfits "Where Eagels Dare" to swallow whole Up Growing up Growing up (Go) Whoa-oh-oh I guess I'm my own better half Whoa-oh-oh I guess I'm my own better half Whoa, yeah I guess I'm on my own I guess I'm on my own I guess I'm on my own I guess I'm on my own