[00:09.67] Hol' up [00:10.35] My dad built houses, my mom painted pictures [00:12.89] They both gave it up once I came into the picture [00:15.42] Me, I'm like them, just a fifty-fifty mixture [00:17.76] My mom rode horses, she wish I had a sister [00:20.47] I prefer the pen to a hammer or a brush [00:23.05] But I build things up and my imagery is lush [00:25.66] I used to play soccer but I never had the touch [00:28.10] Basketball, too, but I ain't love it that much [00:30.57] Much of my time's spent lookin' for a rush [00:33.33] Tryna find something to afford me that feeling [00:35.80] I fall in love with girls 'cause they physically appealing [00:38.38] A couple weeks pass and the convos hit a ceiling [00:41.05] I've smoked a fеw blunts, cookies, and runtz [00:43.72] Gotten high enough to know it isn't what I want [00:46.10] Mеt the celebrities, seen through the fronts [00:48.75] Dated one girl and I've seen two at once [00:51.31] I ain't upset to be inside for some months [00:53.87] And get back in touch with the person that I was [00:56.51] Know I've given too much of my time to the chase [00:59.06] Tryna get in touch with a person that I lust [01:01.68] So this the perfect time to hang it up [01:04.29] Used to sleep until noon now at nine, I'm waking up [01:06.78] More time that I'm inside then the less I want to talk [01:09.20] I don't wanna FaceTime, I ain't tryna say, "What's up?" [01:11.94] Careful with the ways that my time is taken up [01:14.41] Bunch of geeks tryna take the shine away from us [01:17.11] Reaching for critiques and they tryna say I suck [01:19.78] Got me reminiscin' back to a time I gave a- [01:23.50] But my skin's gotten thick since then [01:25.35] And my high school crush has done the same thing [01:27.85] So when this blows over and I'm back home [01:30.35] I'ma tell her that I'm really done playin' games [01:33.65] Seven figures in my bank statements [01:35.68] Seven fellas that I'm that stayin' on the same page with [01:38.22] We been shootin' for the stars and our aim's dangerous [01:40.82] Hasn't been a single thing that the gang can't get [01:44.03] My main thing shall remain nameless [01:46.18] Know they ask about her often but I ain't sayin' shit [01:48.63] There's a level of discretion that I'm maintaining [01:51.20] She don't understand it but she ain't famous [01:54.52] We gon' see who's still around once the game changes [01:57.33] She's a business woman but I got her playing favorites [01:59.88] You ain't rooting for me then I gotta make changes [02:02.47] Ex girls watchin' with a lot of fake pages (a lot of fake pages) [02:06.35] My OG showed me what a Plain Jane is [02:09.00] And a bust down is, now I got a hankering to spend a few thousand [02:12.53] KY used to take me up to Icebox when he'd get his jewelry cleaned [02:16.57] They would ask if they could help me and I say "I'm just browsing" [02:19.16] Woyne worked at Enterprise Rentals discounted [02:21.75] Ville to the A and back, we was putting miles in [02:25.33] Always wondered to myself if I could really be a leader [02:27.96] Of a group of brown-skinned boys when I'm not brown-skinned [02:31.04] Certain things they grew up on that they get but I don't get [02:33.61] Differences in how we raised make me feel like I don't fit [02:37.56] Not to mention the distance between our parents' houses [02:39.97] Shared some money with 'em so they know I care about 'em [02:42.41] I'm tryna do it right and figure what a fair amount is [02:45.08] But I fantasize 'bout a day that we all swimming in it [02:48.55] No contracts and we independent [02:50.31] Stay close, never start a convo' with "It's been a minute" [02:52.83] 'Cause it never will be end of sentence [02:54.91] Nemo, that's my right hand, guides me through my indecisions [02:58.27] Vodka in my left hand takes away my inhibitions [03:00.69] Way too gone but I'm waking up in mint condition [03:03.49] Ready for whatever, got the troops with me in position [03:06.79]