Learning to love life by living through loss and mistakes. Lessons learned then gradually surfacing, letting go, stripping naked to scream. I am not perfect, nor do I strive to be. I am alive in this world of face-first falls and public breakdowns. I'm a retarded, disfigured clown. Dying to be heard for the simple art of letting this heavy wall finally fall. I'm an equal being, of no race or color. A hallucination if you will. Sneaking into the lives of strangers and letting them fall apart to a new rhythm, Just to feel better.