[00:30.45] Stuck between a rock and a hard place [00:34.70] Calling it over thinking of your sleep [00:38.06] How can I do it if I try? [00:41.74] I should have known it from the last time [00:45.72] One can dream [00:47.47] I saw a young G sitting on the wall [00:49.08] Had a gun in his bag on the way from school [00:51.12] I told him, "If you get life you're a fool" [00:53.12] Then he said something that stuck with me [00:54.80] He said, "I'd rather do life, than have none at all" [00:57.10] He said, "Krept, you made it out fam, you're cool" [00:59.23] He said "Me, I slip once, then I'm through [01:01.17] You'd do the same if you was in my shoes" [01:03.08] I said, "Bro, I'm just tryna keep you alive [01:05.51] I'm sick of funerals, another suit and tie [01:07.25] How do you expect me to tell a young G [01:09.67] Put down the guns? That could be suicide [01:11.19] For him it's kill or be killed, fam it's do or die [01:13.37] He said, "Krept, I don't even like this stuff [01:15.37] But I'm in too deep, I'm kinda fucked [01:17.28] I can't think straight when man are tryna line me up" [01:19.20] Just visited my boy today doing life for a crime where he didn't do shit [01:22.93] He said, "Krept, what's good, how's the music?" [01:25.42] Didn't wanna gass it up too much [01:27.01] You know he's stuck doing life, he might lose it [01:29.25] Wishing he was out living life for the movement [01:31.24] When the MOBOs said we were the winners, he told the whole jail "Brap, that's my niggas" [01:35.62] Happy but heartbroken at the same time cause he knows he would have been on the stage with us [01:39.37] Man this cold world could be so vicious [01:40.98] Put your hands together and pray with us [01:42.60] Need to see my family more [01:45.11] So busy that they probably think that I don't love 'em [01:47.07] Probably telling people I forgot about my cousins [01:48.28] He's gone to Hollywood now, man so fuck him [01:51.02] Man I'm stuck [01:52.11] Stuck between a rock and a hard place [01:54.45] Calling it over thinking of your sleep [01:57.65] How can I do it if I try? [02:01.87] I should have known it from the last time [02:06.07] One can dream [02:09.46] Caught up in the same things is giving me life [02:14.47] One can dream [02:17.40] My mind will erase these memories, say goodbye [02:28.92] In New York I met my big sis for the first time, imagine that [02:33.40] I'm 24, it's the first time she sees me [02:37.49] Before he died, promised dad that she'd meet me [02:39.74] I know it ain't been easy, and I can't stay for the whole night [02:43.10] She hugged me with tears in her eyes [02:45.27] And said she wished that he still was alive [02:47.65] She said, your mum sent you Jamaica [02:49.47] She told me you came back ill [02:51.65] Yeah I know you ain't been back still [02:53.20] But you know your friend over there got killed [02:55.20] I know she always had love for me [02:57.35] Then she said something that stuck with me [02:59.35] "Dad said you gotta keep the music alive" [03:01.18] Then she gave the the look like it's up to me [03:03.85] It hit me hard, didn't show it though [03:05.13] Thinking 'bout it on the plane, going home [03:07.13] Growing up without my dad ever round [03:09.10] It's on me and I can't let him down [03:11.39] Before I stepped out the house [03:13.58] My niece said "Make sure you come back again" [03:15.47] Then I started thinking 'bout the hearts that I broke [03:17.50] Praying that the karma don't come back on them [03:19.75] We spoke about everything [03:21.45] And how his wife's tryna take everything [03:23.53] All the inheritance [03:25.42] All because he gave her a wedding ring [03:27.48] So God forgive me for the minor things [03:29.60] Cause you'll risk everything when you're tryna win [03:31.64] And I can't go back, but the more I move forward [03:33.79] The more I start losing the sight of things [03:35.85] Dream chasing [03:36.62] Stuck between a rock and a hard place [03:39.28] Calling it over thinking of your sleep [03:42.10] How can I do it if I try? [03:46.23] I should have known it from the last time [03:50.50] One can dream [03:53.58] Caught up in the same things is giving me life [03:58.40] One can dream [04:01.47] My mind will erase these memories, say goodbye [04:14.42] One can dream [04:30.89]