[00:08.82] Still ain't forgave myself, damn [00:14.97] It's a lot of fucked up shit that go down, man [00:19.10] You don't even know the half [00:21.49] Man I been in and outta trouble since a adolescent [00:24.10] Spoiled rotten, dead fresh, wit no daddy present [00:26.72] I got two uncles, Quint and Man, and they keep me straight [00:29.44] 7 or 8, I'm countin money while they movin weight [00:32.29] My daddy send me clothes and always tell me come and see him [00:35.06] I say, "Aight," but still I'm feelin like my momma need him [00:37.84] They sendin letters home from school, nobody read mines [00:40.50] And plus my uncles doin 10 years Fed time [00:43.30] Then I started rebellin, began crack sellin [00:45.83] Tha littlest thang on the corner wit a Mac 11 [00:48.78] After school I hear my mama holla, "Homework! " [00:51.46] I say "Aight ma, but look, I got my own work" [00:54.32] Started interactin wit fiends at the age of 13 [00:57.41] Now my mama findin rocks in my socks, Glocks in my toy box [01:00.63] Like damn, why do trouble come to me like this [01:03.40] But on the real, it ain't even have to be like this, fuck! [01:06.67] Mistakes made on this road to wealth [01:08.76] I still ain't forgave myself [01:11.14] Ay, what I am today, I made myself [01:14.42] But I still ain't forgave myself [01:17.65] For runnin to the grave getting closer to death [01:20.00] I still ain't forgave my self [01:22.78] For anyone who ever wondered how I felt [01:25.57] I still ain't forgave myself [01:27.79] At 14 man, thought I knew everything [01:29.94] I'm slangin slabs, trappin hard, movin heavy Cain [01:32.88] I bought an '85 Cutlass on some Dana Danes [01:35.72] Now I'm the shit, huh, the motor blew in 30 days [01:38.45] Hardheaded man I ain't listen to anything [01:41.16] I'm getting money so, I'm right and I got plenty game [01:44.01] Besides, why I need school? I'mma be rappin mama [01:46.65] If that don't work, well, I guess I'mma be trappin mama [01:49.55] But hey I promise I'mma make it cause I'm damn good [01:52.13] I'mma get us out this hood and off these canned goods [01:55.09] School just a white man game, and it's ran good [01:57.65] At 16, here's my introduction to manhood [02:00.39] Blue lights behind me, damn, what I'm gonna do? [02:03.23] Cause I got 2 pounds of weed in the car and a 380 too [02:05.95] I'm guessin everything'll be aiight if I just keep it cool [02:08.88] How ya doin officer, what ya mean why I ain't in school [02:11.45] Can you search the car? Yea but, I rather that you didn't [02:14.34] Besides it's just a waste of your time cause ain't nothin' in it [02:17.03] (Laugh) I guess that's when I seen, that I ain't know shit [02:21.09] When stuck in a place wit freedom I ain't gone get (Damn!) [02:23.75] Mistakes made on this road to wealth [02:26.15] I still ain't forgave myself [02:28.57] Ay, what I am today, I made myself [02:31.63] But I still ain't forgave myself [02:34.31] Guess these the chances ya take, when dealt the cards I was dealt [02:37.02] But I still ain't forgave myself [02:39.64] For anyone who ever wondered how I felt [02:42.76] I still ain't forgave myself [02:44.82] Outta all the niggas I was wit when I was doin wrong [02:47.32] 3 in the fed, 1 doin life, and 2 dead and gone [02:49.93] Knew there was more to life than sellin blow and chopper bustin [02:52.91] But what's the good in knowin' better if I ain't tell 'em nutthin [02:55.67] I knew I coulda told Cap not to kill shawty [02:58.42] Put down the gun, get in the car let 'em live shawty [03:01.23] You'll probably get locked up, and I'll probably have a deal shawty [03:03.83] Naw, I ain't scared, I'm just telling ya like it is shawty [03:06.68] Coulda told Endae, Quint, and Kern, man ya covers blow [03:09.26] Leave that country town alone, yall need to come back home [03:12.29] Bankhead and J-Rue, I just feel like if I was wit 'em [03:14.94] They woulda never got killed that night if I was 'em [03:17.10] Seem like I coulda done mo', said mo' [03:20.28] Why all my partners gotta be dead or in the fed fo'? [03:23.18] All the time, I just wish that yall could ball wit me [03:26.09] Sometimes at night I close my eyes, and dream that yall wit me (damn) [03:28.80] And even though they say I can't blame myself [03:32.24] I still ain't forgave myself [03:34.87] For all the mistakes made on this road to wealth [03:37.77] I still ain't forgave myself [03:40.36] What I am today, I made myself [03:43.31] But I still ain't forgave myself [03:45.64] For anybody who ever wondered how I felt [03:48.82] I still ain't forgave myself [03:51.87] And yea they say I can't blame myself [03:54.32] But I still ain't forgave myself [03:57.06] Fo the mistakes made on this road to wealth [03:59.89] I still ain't forgave myself [04:02.63] Guess this the chance that you take, when dealt the cards I was dealt [04:05.30] But I still ain't forgave myself [04:07.86] For anybody who ever wondered how I felt [04:10.96] I still ain't forgave myself (Ain't Forgave myself) [04:14.71] Yea, for anybody who ever wondered how I felt [04:18.98] Anybody who ever wondered what's wrong wit me, here it is [04:22.58] 3 16's of what's in the heart of T. I. P [04:24.89] This song is dedicated to everybody who ain't here wit me [04:30.32] Cap, damn, you fucked up shawty, but when you get out [04:35.30] If I live to see it, its gone be on again ya know what I'm sayin [04:37.93] And we ain't gotta worry bout goin to jail shawty we legit now [04:40.80] Ya know what I'm sayin, Cern, Quint, Endae, yall gone get out man [04:46.87] And when you do I'll be there shawty, for sure [04:51.03] Bankhead, J-rue, I'm sorry man, some shit I can't change [04:57.43] When I get up there, we gone ball again shawty, open the gates let me in [05:05.15] We gone ball. J-Rue man I know money ain't worth a friend shawty [05:13.80] I fucked up bad man, I still ain't forgave myself [05:15.12] My momma, sorry I ain't graduate but [05:17.44] Hell we rich now it don't matter. My uncles shit [05:21.91] It don't matter either, yall back [05:24.64] Well hell, My Lil' boy (music stops) [05:26.12] You betta not do the same shit I did [05:28.38] Or Im'ma whoop yo muthafuckin ass [05:33.41]